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Thursday, September 26, 2013

Beautiful Initiatives

USA's Former secretary of state Madeleine Albright once said, “There’s a special place in hell for women who don’t help other women.” I wonder if there is a special place in heaven for women who help other women? If it is so, then Sheryl sandberg, Nandita das, Sunitha Krishnan have their corner offices booked there already. :) 

 Let me explain how...
  • Lean In
 

 Facebook COO Sheryl Sandberg‎'s  bestselling book Lean in  is in her own words " sort of a feminist manifesto, but one that I hope inspires men as much as it inspires women." we hope so too, Sheryl. In this book, she has talked about issues that a 20-something female just starting out her career, a housewife, a 40ish career woman will find equally relevant. It tells women that you can't expect perfection from yourself in every role, but you owe it to yourself and coming generations to not give up half your life in order to accommodate social norms; and men that a woman from dual income household does not owe it to the husband to bear so much domestic responsibilities that it appears to her like a 'second shift' and men need to, not as a charity but a duty take up half the domestic responsibilities.If you need further convincing read this.

  • Dark is beautiful
     
Nandita Das recently joined Dark is beautiful, an awareness campaign. Launched in 2009 by Women of Worth, the campaign challenges the belief that the value and beauty of an Indian woman is determined by the fairness of her skin.It has long been a norm in India,especially north India to consider fair as beautiful,which has been reinforced by fairness product ads following the same storyline (of protagonist being able to realize their dreams/get a job/get a gf or bf,only after getting fair using the said product).As such,It is an exemplary action(Dark is beautiful campaign) that will greatly help bring about a change in traditional attitudes, perceptions and definitions of beauty.  

  • Prajwala

     Prajwala is an anti-trafficking organisation that helps trafficked children and women, rescues and rehabilitates them. Dr Sunitha Krishnan the co-founder of prajwala, herself a survivor of gangrape by eight men at age of 15,has rescued more than 3000 females in about 18 years since she started the organisation.Watch the Tedtalk given by her in 2009 at Infosys Campus, Mysore to see for yourself, her intense resolute determination.
     
  • Project Unbreakable Grace Brown 
    Grace Brown now 21, started Project Unbreakable at the age of 19.It is an online photography project featuring pictures of rape survivors holding a poster quoting their attacker.Its mission is "
    to increase awareness of the issues surrounding sexual assault and encourage the act of healing through art".   
    Update: Grace Brown wrote this article for Huffington Post recently
    http://www.huffingtonpost.com/grace-brown/why-i-stopped-talking-about-what-happened_b_5186175.html
    I'll keep on adding anymore such rays of sunshine i come across.If you know of any such project/organisation/campaign please let me know in comments i would like to include it too.
     "So when you spot violence, or bigotry, or intolerance or fear or just garden-variety misogyny, hatred or ignorance, just look it in the eye and think, 'The good outnumber you, and we always will."  -Patton Oswalt

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

I am back; Just not yet !!



This blog post is solely dedicated to the readers who have asked me in past few months, as to why I am not coming up with anymore posts.To be more precise,this blog post is a response to a friend and quite a dedicated reader asking me, ‘have you disowned your blog?’truthfully,I have tried to write in last two months.last to last month,I wanted to write about how one could make better decisions in life based on principles of economics..sunk cost,hidden cost fallacy et al.last month I was totally going to write a blog post titled “how to choose the perfect method to commit suicide according to your personality type”..but I chucked the idea considering the readers who would be influenced most,would probably not stay with me for long time. :P So here I am,writing about how I can’t write.yes,yours truly is complicated and silly like that.

I am failing at writing and I am failing gloriously.I am nowhere near how I want to write.Sometimes I am able to write a sort of something,but then it just keeps on sitting there on the pages of notebook,staring at me with blank eyes,lackluster due to lack of further editing.I want to get into this black of ink the white of my words such that they express exactly how I feel and think. I want to write something so riveting ,that it amazes even me,and I am honestly trying to get there.Until I achieve that,there is not much point writing original posts on blog,but I have thought I would be sharing some thoughts,quotes and words from some famous writers and philosophers every week.after all,the blog should not feel ignored.

To end this post,I would like to share a small paragraph from the novel “Black Boy” by “Richard Wright”literature world isn’t still in agreement on considering this novel an autobiography or a work of fiction but anyhow, at one point in novel, this is how Mr.Wright explains his failed attempts at writing during his early years :-


"My purpose was to capture a physical state or movement that carried a strong subjective impression, an accomplishment which seemed supremely worth struggling for. If I could fasten the mind of the reader upon words so firmly that he would forget words and be conscious only of his response, I felt that I would be in sight of knowing how to write narrative. I strove to master words, to make them disappear, to make them important by making them new, to make them melt into a rising spiral of emotional stimuli, each greater than the other, each feeding and reinforcing the other, and all ending in an emotional climax that would drench the reader with a sense of a new world. That was the single aim of my living."

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Dreamers And Realists



“There are dreamers, and there are realists in this world. You’d think the dreamers would find the dreamers and the realists would find the realists, but more often than not, the opposite is true. You see, the dreamers need the realists to keep them from soaring too close to the sun. And the realists… well, without the dreamers, they might not ever get off the ground.”
-voice over by Cameron Tucker (punkin chunkin,episode 9,season 3), modern family

Friday, February 17, 2012

If You Forget Me (Pablo Neruda)


 I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

(my fav poem by Pablo Neruda) 

Sunday, January 29, 2012

excerpt from The Untitled


"I remember you said the other day that not any woman but only a woman like me,could love you so much but you know...in having you,i have the world.I am not saying this as a starry-eyed girl in love, mind you! I say so because i know it takes a man like you to understand on the level you do,a man like you to endure my tantrums.it takes a man like you to know of all my humanly flaws,and yet overlook them and love me unconditionally.I love you for the passion and intimacy,but i respect you for the commitment that consummates our love."

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Perplexities About Simplicity of Life



Yesterday, I sat down to paint so as to divert my mind from thinking about a day I very much wanted to forget, and surprise! The painting I ended up making exactly resembled the pattern of the dress I was wearing that day, so much so that if the painting and dress were shown to some stranger he/she will certainly believe that either the dress is inspired by painting or vice-versa. What made me create something related to a day I so wanted to run away from? The best answer that comes to my mind is ‘subconscious’. it perplexes me, It seems like a magical trick to me-an illusion. Painting is an escapade for me, when my mind gets too weary of thinking about something I can’t seem to get away from; I pick up the brushes and colors and withdraw from the world for a while. Needless to say, my paintings never find displays outside my room; they are far too personal for that. A painting listens to me when I am dying to say what I know and nobody cares enough to listen, it’s like hugging someone and crying your heart out , knowing that this very person will understand every single little tear drop of yours. World’s biggest miracle as well as irony is, what we keep on seeking for years and years on end and are often not able to find, is buried deep inside us all along.
                                                                  Every decision of ours affects the universe in some way, even if you are sitting idle at this very moment; it has its implications. Whatever you choose to do, affects not only you but also the higher order of things. Every human is important in that way. Your yearnings and journeys are not meaningless they have given you some wonderful gifts, may be you are just not aware. Nothing you have done till now can be put out to be unimportant and neither can you be said to be unimportant ever. You are very crucial to this world, your doings affect the world in a unique way so be very careful in your choice of what you are going to do, it will affect the cosmos in some way.
Life to us numerically is ‘these many years’ say...he lived for 64 years, but qualitatively life consists of just the few days out of these years; the days which are unforgettable for us.  When I decided to paint, to me I was just painting with some colors and few brushes on a paper to get my mind off of something, but actually I was recreating a day without being conscious of it. Likewise we do many things without being conscious of them so choose wisely when you have to decide ‘what you ought to do’.

wishing you a happy life…...:) :) :)

Monday, July 18, 2011

HOPES~~~~HAPPINESS

Hopes are the drops of joy in ocean of life.But what when this hopes seem to be nowhere!!! when there is so much darkness around you that you have almost forgot what light looks like!!! At that time have faith in god's plan :),he knows the map of your life while you know only the way you have followed till now and the road ahead till it takes that bend and you don't know what you will have ahead waiting for you.The darkness must remind you all the time that light exists and you must keep on striving for bathing your life in light to expel the darkness.Have faith because it is a pre-requisite to have hope...and to have hope is to have happiness. 
wishing that you have lots of happy moments today...:)

Friday, May 27, 2011

This Pain is a Blessing

 It hurts.It hurts in a 'want-to-curl-up-and-die' way.It hurts terribly,but I won't cry.I won't let go of this pain through tears.I won't let go of 'U' that lives in me.I am that kind of stubborn.yes,i do smile.I do say 'i am okay' to everyone and you too because i want you(you and only you and no one else :in a way this is an extension of adulation i always had for you) to look into my eyes and know that however much i say that, i m not at all okay.I want you to hold me in your arms and let me cry my heart out.I am not delusional,i know you will never be around because you can't,you are now the part of the world,not my world.

I sometimes think this is not pain.It is something that goes so deep that it becomes incomprehensible to me.It has made me grow in a way that was totally unfathomable earlier.It isn't that it feels good or sweet,but the outcome is accumulation of a revived,afresh flow of strength,vitality and a profound appreciation of  the cosmos.

I know whatever i say,do or write,after all doesn't matters.Because those broken teeny weeny shards of colorful glass that our life was,can't be glued together again,much like irreversible chemical reactions.

I now apprehend that acting mature is like being bind by shackles,but it is the only choice offered to me under the socially acceptable behavior expected of me.I am encompassed by the ironies life keeps serving on silver platter,everything as well as nothing matters concurrently.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Baadal..Barish..Hawayein

Barish ke sath jo mitti ki khushboo aati h
mujhe tumhari yaad dilati h

abhi nahi ho tum mere pass
par barish ki bunde mujhe tumhari aawaj sunati h

andaaza nhi h ho kahan tum
par ho tum salamat ye hawayein mujhe dhire se keh jati h
sham ko ghar wapas jate baadal
meri aankhein bhar jate h

mujhe tumhari yaad bhut aati h...yaad bhut aati h...

{this was dedicated to me by my bestie...:)) }

Monday, May 23, 2011

वो औरत

उस शहर में सब लोग मुख्य चोराहे  पर जमा थे,बूढ़े,जवान, मर्द,औरतें,अमीर,गरीब ,सब रंग बिरंगे कपडे पहने हुए ,सजे धजे,सब के चेहरे पर लबालब ख़ुशी थी.शायद उस शहर में कोई त्यौहार मनाया जा रहा था,क्रिसमस,दिवाली या ईद... हर तरफ ख़ुशी का माहोल था.हर कोई अपने परिवार दोस्तों के साथ ख़ुशी मना रहा था.सब लोग गले मिल रहे थे,ब्चे आपस में  खेल कूद रहे थे ,प्रेमी जोड़े हाथों में हाथ डाले टहल रहे थे ,कहीं आँखों ही आँखों में इशारे हो रहे थे,तो कहीं गले में बाहें डाली जा रही थी.चारों तरफ की गलियों से जैसे हँसते मुस्कुराते रंगों के मेले चले आ रहे थे चोराहे की तरफ.हर कोई खुश था,कोई अपनी ख़ुशी में खुश,तो कोई दुसरो की ख़ुशी में खुश,तो कोई बस खुश-खुश.तभी उतर दिशा की गली से एक औरत चोराहे की तरफ चली आ रही थी.काले कपडे पहने,नंगे पैरों से ढीली सी चाल से चलते हुए एक उदास,बहुत उदास अनुपम सुंदरी,जैसे ताजमहल को किसी ने  काले रंग से रंग दिया हो,यां चेनाब का पानी सुख गया हो,हिम की बर्फ पिघल गयी हो.ऐसा लगता था उसके भोले से चेहरे पर मुस्कान न होना ज़माने का कोई बड़ा संगीन गुनाह हो ,जैसे किसी जलपरी को धरती पर रहने का श्राप हो,जैसे वो मौत का इस कद्र इंतज़ार कर रही थी की दुःख उसकी रग़ रग़ में बस गया था,जैसे उसने दुःख को एक ओड़नी बना के ओड़ लिया हो.वो औरत चोराहा पर कर दूसरी तरफ खो गयी.कहने की जरुरत नही किसी ने भी उस पर ध्यान नही दिया. उस दिन उस चोराहे पर मोजूद लोगों ने शिव के बिर्हड़े,अमृता के सुन्हडों के  जिन्दा रूप को  देखने  का मौका खो दिया .

Sunday, May 22, 2011

The Healing Power Of Denial

denial:refusal to recognize or acknowledge the reality or existence of a thing.

(psychol) denial: the reduction of anxiety by the unconscious exclusion from the mind of intolerable thoughts, feelings, or facts

in more simple words,denial is refusing to accept the reality.
 It is helping because in case of a highly devastating emotional condition a person may have to face,mind denies the reality until the emotional condition of said person is strong enough to face the reality.

Main tenu fer milangi...

Main tenu fer milangi
kithe? kis trah? pta nahi
shayad tere takhiyl di chinag banke
tere canvas te utrangi
ya khore teri canvas dey utte
ik rahasmayi lakir banke
kamosh tenu takdi rawangi

Jaa khore suraj di loo banke
tere ranga vich ghulangi
jaa ranga diyan bahwa vich beth ke
teri canvas nu wlangi
pata nai kiss trah-kithe
par tenu jrur milangi.

Jaa khore ik chashma bani howangi
te jiven jharneya da paani udd da
main pani diyan bunda
tere pinde te malangi
te ik thandak jahi banke
teri chaati de naal lagangi
main hor kujh nai jaandi
par ena jaandi
ki waqt jo v karega
ae janam mere naal turega

Ae jism mukkda hai
tan sab kujh mukk janda
par cheteyan dey dhaage
kaayenaati kana dey hunde
main uhna kana nu chunagi
dhageyan nu walangi
Te tenu main Fer milangi...
                                                    -AMRITA PRITAM

Amrita....amrita aur Amrita (some excerpts from prose and poetry written by her)

1.Kai logon ko to ishwar kahin rakh kar bhool jaata hai, par main khud hi apne aap ko kahin rakh kar bhool gayi hoon.. jee karta hai, koi ho jo mera apna-aap khoj kar mujhe de jaaye..

 2."Tum mujhe bhale kitni hi baar chhod kar chale jao, par jitni baar jao, us se ek baar zyaada lautna.. agar bichhadna pachaas baar to milna ikyavan baar. Yeh viyog apni baari se aata raha aur saath mein milan bhi. Ant mein milan jeetega.. ek number ke fark se... "
"Tumhara vishwaas nahi toot-ta?"
"Toot-ta hai, par phir bandh jaata hai. Vishwaaas bhale hi pachaas baar toote, par use ikyavan baar bandhna chahiye. Ek baar zyaada, bas ek baar..."

3.Mujhe lagta tha vo abhi ro padegi, par vo royi nahi. Ya phir, shayad aisa rona royi jo kisi ko dikhaayi nahi diya. Dekha! Hum auratein kaisa rona ro sakti hain! kabhi kabhi mera dil karta hai, ki main bhi zor zor se ro sakoon, aur vo bhi zor zor se ro sake.....

4.tere ishq ki ek boond
isme mil gayi thi
isliye maine umr ki
sari kadvahat pi li

 5.Kalm ne aaj geeto ka kafia tod diya
Mera ishq yeh kis mukaam pr aa gya hai

dekh nazar wale,tere samne baithi hu
mere haath se hijr ka kanta nikal de

jisne andhere ke ilawa kabhi kuch nahi buna
veh mohabat aaj kirne bunkr de gayi

utho,apne ghade se pani ka ek katora do
raah k haadse main isi paani se dho lungi.



6. suchche doodh si meri muhabbat
barson ke chaval phatak ker
main dil ki haandiya me raandhne lagi
par duniya ki gili si lakddi se
vah saari handiya dhuaandh gai..

raat peetal ki katori
chaand ki qalai utar gai
kalpna pighla gai
sapna kasla gaya
aur saari neend kadva gai

ishq ka badan thithurne laga
main geet ka kurta seene lagi
to khyalon ka dhaaga ulajh gaya
qalam ki sui toot gai
aur saari baat kho gai 

 

Sunday, May 15, 2011

What If You Were HERE..!

IF u were Here,may be we would be at a mickey D's or Domino's right now snuggling up to each other,offering the last bite to each other,being like "ohh,i don't want it,u have it"...:)...Or may be,we would be sitting on opposite sides of bed,staring into our respsctive lappis,after a silly fight..But anyway it would be AWESOME,cz U would be right HERE...our love is abnormal,don't you think so? we love,fight,find each other cute,gorgeous and awesome at the same time...we love each other,we care enough about each other to get enraged...i love how you can be so freakingly cute and how you make me feel like the most loved person on earth,how you can break my heart to pieces in a sec and heal it in a microsec...on the whole,i just love the way you love me,which makes me love you all the more...i cherish the love we have and i love that cuteeeeee smile you have...I Love Us...:)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Numerology: number 5 >>>mine..:)

The 5 is the most dynamic and energetic of all single-digit numbers. It is unpredictable, always in motion and constantly in need of change. Although it is molded from an almost equal mix of masculine and feminine qualities, in general the 5 is slightly more feminine -- albeit a daring, tomboyish kind of feminine, with nothing demure or submissive about her.
The 5 is extremely independent in mind and soul. She is an adventurer and a risk-taker who has a hard time staying in one place, in one job, in one house or in one relationship. Change is an absolute necessity, and yet the 5 is surprisingly loyal. The 2 and 6 are the most harmonious relationship numbers but either one will, when temptation is strong enough, cheat on his or her partner. The 5 will not. The 5 may break off a relationship due to her restless nature, but while in a relationship she will not deceive her partner. However, when she is not in a relationship she considers herself free to date anyone she chooses and has no problem going out with a different person every day of the week (and you better not try to tell her she should limit herself in any way, at least not if you want to stay on her good side).
The 5 generally does not find a suitable career until she has tried a number of different jobs, many of them lasting barely long enough to warrant a full paycheck, especially if there is any kind of routine involved; boredom sets in almost immediately and the 5 simply cannot put up with anything predictable or repetitive. But again, the 5 will surprise her friends and family once she does find her niche, usually after age 30, as her focus, energy and quick mind help her scramble up the ladder faster and with less apparent effort than anyone else. Many 5s take up careers that require travel or otherwise offer a change of environment regularly, becoming tour guides, salespeople, small business owners, independent consultants, lawyers and so forth.
The 5 can adjust quickly to pretty much anything coming her way, and that includes the work environment. On top of that, the 5 is usually tall and good-looking, charming, and charismatic -- all qualities that support her in her career once she sets her mind to it. In addition, the 5 is versatile, adaptable, smart, progressive and tolerant. Anything conventional bores her, while she is drawn to the eccentrics and misfits of society. She is a social creature, funny and uplifting, and very good at making others feel comfortable around her. She is generally well-liked and is often surrounded with friends and acquaintances. However, she also tends to polarize people and those that don't like her tend to be the uptight, self-righteous and judgmental kind.
But perhaps the most dominating trait in the 5 is her uncompromising demand for freedom in thought and action. She makes up her own mind, rebels against any and all dogmas and ideologies, and does not allow herself to be absorbed into clubs, cults, religious sects or ideologies of any kind. Her adventurous, daredevil nature may get her to ride motorcycles but she will not ride with a large group. Chances are she will be rather opinionated and passionate about political issues, but she will not be a member of any party or be nailed down in any way. She changes her mind regularly, but never without good reason. She cannot be controlled but she is flexible and can be converted if the argument is solid and makes sense. She has a healthy sense of humor and doesn't sweat the little things, but she carries her heart on her sleeve and it is not at all uncommon for her to give her heart to the wrong person, as she is not the greatest judge of character.
On the negative side, she can be selfish, thoughtless and irresponsible. She rarely considers the future beyond tomorrow or next week, and worrying is not in her nature. She tends to procrastinate and can be unreliable. However, the most common downfall for the 5 is a tendency to experiment with sex, drugs, alcohol and other weaknesses of the flesh. A desire for instant gratification can be her downfall; add to that a sense of invulnerability, lack of discipline and restraint, and you have a recipe for disaster.
The shape of numbers reflect their nature, and just as the 4 is square and grounded, the 5 is a symbol of dynamic motion. The 4 is controlled, measured, synchronized, and static. The 5 is random energy, elastic and constantly in motion. from : www.numerology.com

Friday, April 22, 2011

A Thing of Beauty is a Joy Forever

(drawing room of a house designed on nature theme,extremity of the kind of attempted recreation of nature that i am talking about below)
A new multi-story apartment building is coming up in the street next to my home.While walking home one day, from the sidewalk,I noticed that they had put up a gate to the building,an iron gate with really beautiful intricate patterns of roses,vines and creepers carved in iron.
''It is a beautiful thing,something to feast eyes on" I thought instantly and that reminded me of John Keats 'Endymion'...
                                   "A thing of beauty is a joy forever"
How he talks about the beauty of nature,the all peaceful sleep in a shade naturally made of vine leaves in forest.
Herein lies the irony,We(the human race) destroy the forever beauty of nature to make cities. We destroy whole forests for sake of industrialization and then we try to recreate that very beauty in iron as in the case of the building's gate.First we destroy what god has made for us,then we try to recreate it.We may be able to create several things of utter beauty but Alas,we are mere humans.We can't recreate the ultimate everlasting beauty of nature and thus can't enjoy that peaceful sleep,that content joy.
We do the very same thing in our lives too. We are so mad about success(money,fame and so on) that we think the people who help us out of love for us are idiotic are helping us because we are smart enough to fool them to make them do that work for us. Thus we kill all the warmth of human love that god has created for us. Later we try to recreate that content joy (which only the warmth of human love can provide) through different ways like shopping for clothes, jewelry  or adventure sports, in case of Hollywood's celebs through adopting children, trying out different religions etc, Indian celebs believe in setting up charity organisations.
We,the human beings, forget the only Truth worth remembering, i.e, salvation can be achieved only and only through love,human love.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

What to do when it's HEAD v/s HEART??? :)

Heart..it can take you towards simplification of life and also has the ability to add complexities to such an extent that it would seem there can't ever be anything simple.Heart makes you think something else all the time,it may be a song or a beloved,,,the heart that keeps on saying,'ohh,what if he was here..with you..'...'ohh,he would have loved this place...so on..
So this heart of our's thinks parallel to our mind..but the difference lies in the fact that while our brain is in our control,heart is far beyond our control,and we find ourselves saying,'ah this thought is so stuck in my mind'...
But heart is a tough thing to deal with,it would keep on working,even if you want it to or not...
you may want to get rid of it,and sometimes u must,to live in present,here and now.To achieve to your fullest,to reach the zenith of success.To do so,u must make close your eyes,make yourself comfortable and for once totally concentrate on what your heart is thinking and when u will concentrate on it,it will start to fade away.And in a few moments it will disappear.Then,you can be completely alert and concentrate on 'whatever you should'...:)) hpy lyf...:)) 

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Am I A Crocodile Or A Dove???

In midst of this choas around me,
I fell in love with the silence my soul could achieve,
it engulfed me too n let me retrieve,
the serenity that i perhaps always had in me...



harmful it was meant to be,
but has made me stronger and invulnerable,
made me realise that i was able,
of being better than anybody around me could be...


u may always tell me,what all i can't be,
but sorry i won't be the one to believe,
for i am not going to grieve,
all that you couldn't be for me.


i am not the one to think life could have been better
could have been happier,
for i don't believe...in adding if only's,
i am not sorry cz it has only made me stronger,
made me tougher.


i had innocence of dove,and it still thrives in every vein
but now i have got crocodile's skin,
for i don't believe...in being a napkin,
i am not sorry cz i haven't lost my heart,
haven't lost my soul.


i only do believe,in being what i want to be
in loving one's i want to love,
am i a crocodile or a dove???

Saturday, February 26, 2011

"Some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again. Some truths are so painful that only shame can help you live with them. And some things are just so sad that only your soul can do the crying for you." ~ Gregory David Roberts, Shantaram

Mera Jee karda h,mein teri gali aavan...



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mera jee karda h mein teri gali aavan,tere ghar de khule buhe chon andar aa javaan,te ek saaye wangar puree ghar te cha javaan,jiven tu mere ruh te chaya  hoya h...
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